感情の悲与痛

我突然有很多感触，很多事情我都很想明白但是我找不到问题的根源。当你陷入一段感情，你真的可以肯定他就是你的永远吗？什么原因让你有勇气去做一个决定，一个永远都无法改变的决定？而去背负一个永远都要背负的负担？这个问题我重来没有考虑过，难道这就代表我没有认真面对过我的感情吗？我的苦衷难道又有人能了解吗？

多年前，我承认我不够成熟。做了一些我后悔的决定，但是我已经下定决心不会再重犯一样的错误因为我知道时间是不会重来的。可是，命运弄人一次又一次的失败。我从跌倒中站起来，面对我从来没有想过我会面对的问题。我应该感谢你。

多年后，今天的我终于发现以前的我并不特别。也只是普通的女生，一位很容易被感情牵着鼻子走的女生。但是今天，我不再是年少无知的我。我学会保护我自己。把一切感情抛之脑后，我会从新开始我人生新的旅程与道路。我再也不会看不起我自己，也不会让感情影响我的决定。

感情の悲与痛，可以让一个人看清楚这世界的真与假。我终于感受到这世界有多残酷。我真的深深感受到了。

Colgate Marquee - Johor Bahru

The first day arrived in JB i we all waited for the Supervisor for 30mins at the airport then we move our half dead body to the hotel. Then the hotel sux laaaa but we all really appreciate the massage chair haha..coz we are so tired working the whole day..thanks to the massage chair.

ok then we play cards seeing who is the bad luck one then we decide the smallest card is 2 then the biggest card is A. then the game start:

My Card, oh no..i'm going to loose, damn!!
David's Card, wow!! so big! sure win laaa

Samantha's Card, hey..not bad also..

Ting sheng's card..hahahaha smaller than mine..yes!

Suresh's card....wahahahhawahhaah the smallest card!! waahahaha

This is where all the jokes starts..

On weekdays, is only me, suresh, david, calvin, ting sheng and samantha on duty and this is what happen when there is no customers.

haha..just kidding only..they do all these pose is because i force them to do it..so that i can add some colours to the blog :P


Let me rank and introduce the jokers in our JB team.

1. Suresh


2. Jun Hong


3. Samantha


4. David


5. Calvin

But Happily we manage to get 2 person together as a couple :D that is suresh and jun hong. sorry to ting sheng coz he is not as agreesive as jun hong.

ok...let me introduce..Mr. Plaque that is ting sheng bcoz he is the invisible layer of bacteria..this is what happens when you are not on the same channel. ^^ but our Mr. Plaque also not bad laa..got girl ask for phone no.

suresh the #1 joker lost his wallet one day...drop inside the taxi that we all really tot that was a joke but he look so serious and still..no people believe him..this is what happens when you tell too much of jokes. by the way..you are really good in acting i think.. ^^

David..stop looking here and there searching for girls wearing short skirt ok? concentrate on your work. :P

Samantha you really scared all the guys for your appetite..but..you'll always be our princess..coz you have a crown.. :D don angry ya...love ya..

guys..altought many things happen in JB got happy got sad got angry got blur...but i still feel that i never been so happy hang out with friends before..i really appreciate the friendship between us. this is forever ok?and by the way...the RM1k bil at johnny's restuarant really plays the good ending for JB trip!

Colgate Marquee - One Utama

This is my second time working for Colgate Marquee. This whole event is actually providing the service of free dental check-ups. this event of course indirectly promoting Colgate product but i look from another point of view that is actually creating awareness for people that please do not forget to go for dental check-ups because healthy mouth = healthy body.

The first day...i wake up at 5.45am and go to one U at 6.15am. this is my first time going to a shopping mall at this time and look at the setup of the event.

Nothing much i can say about the event in one U because just normal working life. but very tired!! working 10am till 10pm.

Singapore Trip Extras.. :D

I feel that i'm outdated when my brother go to the ATM machine and get money. coz i saw a machine with mini keyboard that actually their customers can make thier transaction anytime anywhere..this is good. although is true that many singaporians they do have internet access but dont you think this is also convinient?



Another thing i'm doubt of is..at first i saw this thing.. i donno what the hell is it..when i walk near to it, then only i realise it is a letter box. It is really nice, i really give the letter box 98% out of 100% creative points.



well, all the while i taught singapore is really clean and peaceful but this trip to singapore i really see alot of things that i couldn't believe it happens.

First, i saw this sign



then i saw this river. =.="



These was still ok for me. But recently there's a prisoner got escape from the prison and i can see his picture all around the city. somemore now they use this picture to printed on T-shirt for selling =.=" this guy got him self in the jail is because he is one of the terrorist that get involve in the Bali Bombing case. And now, he got escape from the prison toilet with in few minute. That is why he is a threat for singapore government. MRT travellers, be careful.



For dog lovers, this is a restaurant i found in Sun Tech City and it is like a pet restaurant but of coz there are food for human.. you can actually bring your dog to this restaurant and order food for your dog. what a good concept. I heard about this before but is located at Taiwan.



Summary for the Singapore Trip :

Overall i had a great trip. it happens to be my prior singapore job searching trip. hopefully i can build up my career there. I donno since when i become a person who really observe things that happens around me. This is a good thing and i hope it will stays forever the same. this is how i got my knowledge and never regret what decision i made.

Singapore Trip Day 3 ^_^

Today, wake up around 8am as usual. then we decide to go Bugis. then when we reach there..is so hot! the sun make my skin itchy :'( But then after that we went to Bugis
Jucntion when the time i went into bugis junction i was so happy!! because i can feel air-cond..that is the time i really appreciate air-cond so much. hehe..

then i started to feel hungry, because there are too many stalls selling food and all of them were so tempting. at first, i bought fried chicken something like uncle bob. Then, some puffs..then some snack..and junk food that is all equal to not healthy. :P




after so many snacks..mummy started to say she is tired. then we go to a cafe located at Bugis Junction named tcc.






This is only plain water with lemon. Personally, i like this picture. :p



Those on the rack, is all alcoholic drinks. This cafe actually mix coffee drinks with alcohol. @.@



These is the drinks that me and my borther ordered. Nothing makes the drinks so special that i need to promote it..but the environment is the thing i wanna promote the most. This is a good place to relax and have a cup of coffee at anytime.


After the break we make our move to Sun Tech City but the sad thing is, raining at that time. From City Hall MRT station walk to Sun Tech is actually quite far, but along the way we did sit down and take a rest :D

we actually go there and search for dinner. then end up we went to the food court and eat, well i like that place got so much food to choose then the price i think is quite reasonable well of coz you don compare it with the currency rate. =.=

after dinner, i went back to Vivo City alone. coz i need to get soemthing from a shop. which all the things is only sell at S$2 only..

Then when i'm on my way back to brother place..i'm feel sad, because tomorrow i will be going back KL and that was sad that is what i'm thinking that time. Not to say that i like singapore so much, but i just wanna have fun and whenever back to KL, all my works and study going to start. aih..sad case.

That night, i slept around 11pm. Because i need to wake up around 8am. Mummy need to go to the Senai Airport at Johor to take flight back to Miri.

Singapore Trip Day 2 :D

Today, wake up around 8am the first thing i do is, sit up straight coz my back is so danm pain =.= coz i sleep on the floor with only a carpet. Of caurse i bring my pillow haha..the pillow that followed me since 2001. but i was lucky to bring my own pillow coz my brother place got nothing =.= only got his own bed. But at least he is not so mean that ask mummy to sleep on the floor with only the carpet like me :( at least mummy got a mettress.

Then we take the MRT to Outram Park and walk to chinatown for breakfast, that is Chicken rice. really nice but sorry guys..don manage to snap a photo coz that time where too hungry and i ate half way only remember that i need to snap the photo. :p

Basically, my trip to singapore is i want to give my self a starting point of thinking of going to singapore and work. then secondly is buy something. i use RM225 change with my brother for S$100




Then by end of the day i bought these much of things. well, 80% of it are food. hehe.. But the sad thing is i only ate 5% of it. :(



after china town, we go to Vivo City. Heard from my brother, this shopping mall was a imaginary wonderland for the designer him self. i find the design is really nice. these explains that when a person can't find anything to fulfill their desire on this realistic world they will actually converted it into something that he or she good as, like this designer he used his drawings to fulfill his dream. then now, what is your way?



sorry that i didn't took any picture of Vivo City as i don have a camera to catch the nice moment. :( but soon i will get my self a camera.

after Vivo City, we went to Larvender MRT station we took our dinner at a food court. my brother started to order as that time is dinner time so we ate quite alot..but i find the Avacado Milk drink is nice.

This is what i ordered. The portion is big! i nearly can't finish :P




This is what my borther ordered. This is somemore big portion is like a dish for 2 person.



So after the dinner, we went back. But hey...is only 7.30pm i'm not going to sleep that early leh..So i ask permission from brother and mummy that i go out alone. my brother agreed then mummy got no choice then agreed also hehe...

well then i decide to go Orchard Road. For a visitors like me, i lost my way @.@ but is actually when i arrive at the Orchard MRT station, i go for the wrong exit so i start to feel weird..but i don care la..jz walk only..then i walk about 15min then i reach Orchard..but the problem is i lost my direction.. :P but i don mind coz i was so excited to go walk around alone in another country. i can actually feel the back packers life..wow...

then i ate a ice-cream, some junk food and get my self a burger king's burger. Then the time is already 11pm so i take tren and bus back home. BUT!!! i took a wrong bus..then somemore need to walk agian..aih..but at last i reach home around 12am.

i'm satisfy with the adventures trip to Orchard. :)

Singapore Trip Day 1 :)

Wow, i finally going to singapore..so happy and excited about it. But a sad thing happens when me and my mom arrived the immigration that we have to fill up the immigration forms, there is no pen available at the counter. Thats where i started to panic. Gosh! the thing is i'm already at woodlands but i couldn't get into singapore. :'( But luckily, a korean guy saw me searching around for a pen, then he spare me a pen. what a nice person :'( by no chance to say thanks to him, he already left woodlands. By the time i arrive singapore is around 6.00pm..the time where all the people finished work..and the Kranji MRT Station were full of people. Luckily me, my mom and my brother still can squeeze into the MRT. so arrive my brother place around 7.30pm. Then i already started make noise that i'm hungry :D then my brother decide to bring me and my mom to Clarke Quay.

This is the restaurant we decide to eat.

this is a place where you can find many desserts. yummy...

ok..after the dinner i was walking around and looking at the design of this shopping complex. Clarke Quay is full of restaurant @.@ too many..but i like this picture that i took after the dinner. this is one of the creative design that i see on the first day.

Outside the building there were a river, as i see opposite somemore restaurant, pubs and cafe that is nice. The most eye catching cafe will be "clininc" from all the furniture, lights to accessories like straw is all related to a clinic. there will be weel chair as your chair, surgery light and so much more.

then me and my mom very tired already..then my borther decide to take taxi back to his place. so that night i slept around 10.30pm.